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Today I:

-Made $75 from my Circlet stories (...I could have gotten some of that that much earlier if I didn't futz about so much with contracts, but that is MY issue...)!
-Did my laundry!
-Figured out who I am voting for!
-Wished Simon a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! He is now old, like me!
-Went for a walk!
-Got my Yahoo! inbox down to 0 messages! (Now to work on my Google inbox...)

Note that NONE OF THESE THINGS are "studied for my comprehensive exams".

That is because I am PROCRASTINATORTRON.

*bows*

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Jul. 10th, 2010 02:25 am
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Continuing to do rather ridiculously well in school. Lowest mark I have so far is a 70% (technically only a passing grade), but that was on a quiz that is worth 2% of my mark, in a class where I got 91% on my first midterm. So. Not too worried, except for that oh god the muscles of the forearm can I just run off a cliff now? *ahem*

I've also rather significantly altered my 101 in 1001 Days goals. However, I haven't had the time to update them on LJ, which makes tracking progress (admittedly quite crummy thus far - I'm still at 57 goals with less than a year to go), but I've modified it significantly.

Basically, I decided I wanted to be a Renaissance Man. :P So new entries include specific readings, like about Medieval art or Middle Eastern music. Most major religious texts are still on the list. In the end I have split the OT and the NT into separate goals, not that I've moved very far on it (Doing the psalms as a separate category of the OT, I'm at Psalm 110 and Isaiah 10). I also have a few musical items - write a song, learn to play ONE song on guitar, learn to play one song perfectly on piano (harder now that the piano is back with Patrick's family, though I should get on getting batteries for my keyboard). Several writing projects, including "start a webcomic" (I really want to write a for-serious Exalted comic, guys, but I'd want it to be full color and in a style that I have no hope of ever achieving myself. Takers?) Perform vocally somewhere (anywhere). Take ballroom dance lessons.

A few sillier things to improve my skill at games, like beating the computer in Hard mode at chess; take a stunt driving course (definitely not happening before the cutoff date), go horseback riding at least once more. Several fitness goals (pushups, situps, that sort of thing).

Will I start or finish ANY of the remaining 44 before the end of February 2011? Oh, possibly - the Susie Bright challenge goal is still at 8/10, I'm drastically improving my 50 Book Challenge results and would probably be doing even BETTER if only I read some of those specific texts I mentioned ;) (Although admittedly my heavy diet of Sherlock Holmes and Agatha Christie is probably improving my speed immensely...)
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So, Patrick and I are... done most of the small bits of moving out. (Our lease is up at the end of May, and since neither of us is employed or living in Brampton at the moment, we are moving back in with our respective parents.) We still have the large things - the kitchen, the bedroom - but overall, in a little less than two weeks, we'll be out of there.

I have to admit that it is somewhat frustrating, but there isn't much to be done about it. Overall I think it's for the best (somewhere in the ether, Pat's dad is reading this and vehemently disagreeing!).

Jen took another one of my stories, bringing me up to 3 stories sold. She is lovely and puts up with my tempermental procrastinating ways a lot. <3 I have to find a post office to send the contract in...

Life at grandma's is going pretty much as you might expect. I am well-fed but I could do with less... er... strenuous offering of food. (I think the record for asking if I want seconds/dessert/snacks/etc. in one sitting is around seven, many one right after the other. I may need to start a tally sheet.)

School is pretty awesome. As I was explaining to my sister - very heavy on the science! Half of my week is taken up by various classes. My day looks something like this:

06:00 AM: Wake up. (Actually wake up. Snoozing is, at best, 10 minutes. For me, this is a small miracle.) Shower/dress/dry hair.
06:45 AM: Catch bus.
07:55 AM: Arrive at school.
08:15 AM: Class 1 starts. (MTuF - Regional Anatomy 1; W - Professional Development; Th - Massage Theory & Techniques 1)
10:45 AM: Lunch time! Yes, you saw that right. 10:45 AM. Still, for me that's a good time to eat breakfast, so...
11:45 AM: Class 2 starts. (MTu - Massage Theory & Techniques 1; W - Palpation 1; ThF - Anatomy & Physiology 1)
02:15 PM: Classes end for the day!
03:45 PM: Get back to my grandmother's.

Yeah, bit of a hike! But in the afternoons it's good for reading and in the morning I sleep. (It's even early enough that there isn't much noise, although by the time I hit the subway there isn't any seating. Oh well, it's only three [long] stops.)

In the nice weather, the hike from Davisville station to school is only a kilometre so I'm going to walk it as much as possible.

Anyway. The school itself is pretty intense - a number of people seem to be having difficulty already with Regional Anatomy (they pin this on the instructor, but... I like him, personally, so) and Anatomy and Physiology 1 is basically organic chemistry (with some inorganic chemistry thrown in) and cellular biology. We have to maintain a minimum of 70% in both the practical and written portions of all classes.

I'm not especially worried, but I am kind of glad to be at my grandmother's - the only (consistent) distraction is TV, which I'm not especially attuned to anyway, the internet (poached from neighbours) is spotty at best, and I get home early enough (and sleep late enough) that even so, I get a good 3 hours of study in.

Now, if only I could find a part-time job.

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Mar. 19th, 2009 12:43 am
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So we're looking down the barrel of the end of March, and I'm still sitting at 4/50 books for the year.

Today (technically yesterday) was day 366 of working for my current employer, and the same complaints I've had for a while remain. They're asking me to do more work than I can handle on my own, despite the fact that I've said several times that I can't handle the load alone. I was there until 7 PM today, and really could have stayed longer if I were able to (I needed to leave to eat and ship off Purolator items, and can't return once I've left). Everyone needs things NOW, but I only have so many NOWs that I can dole out and it's not always possible even then. Sometimes you just have to wait on the other guy.

Part of me says, you have savings, just leave and try and find something closer to home. I might, after we find out how much I owe in income tax (from being "self-employed" for four months). But part of me worries that there's nothing out there for anyone, especially not me.

Every time I look at my life I see things that I'm failing to do, that I don't have time and energy for. To be honest, I'm also not sure I have the motivation to do them. But I don't have the time or energy to find out.

I don't see the people that are close to me often enough. And there's not enough weekend to cram everyone into, and even if I'm free... sometimes you just have to wait on the other guy.

I'm so tired, but I can never sleep. I've been having a lot of disturbed sleep lately. Not-quite-nightmares, uneasy rest full of monsters that seem human.

Sometimes I just want to go away, but I know I'll be taking me along. There's no getting away from that.

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