*sigh*

[alexmegami]

Yeah, my body's fucked up. I can't think of any other reason for bizzare emotional reactions like this.

D&D and Rifts today - fucking hilarious! Well, Rifts anyway; Nick, you are a GMing Atheist God ;) D&D was... all right. It can get better. ^^ Nick was stupid during that *snerk* So much fun though; hysterical laughter and "Twenty fucking million dollars!" and SimonB rocking back and forth in a corner, terrified of the world he no longer understood. *cackles*

But then, as soon as all the dice were tossed, and we were downstairs, getting ready to leave... splutsplutsplutBOOM. Yeah, severe emotional crashage. Probably my caffeine high (I think no less than 4 Cokes and 1.5 Nesteas) wore off but driving home was bad and walking in the door...

I feel like crying. I haaaaaaaaaate feeling like that. If it wasn't so late, I'd stay up and read angst.

As it is, they need a manic/depressive emoticon ^^;;

G'night all. See you in the morning, when I'm happy again.

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Splutsplutsplutboom, eh...

[phreeque.livejournal.com]

Once I get a better feel for how one is supposed to DM for D&D, things will get much, much better.

I know that it was mostly the caffiene working its influence on you, but I'm still curious to know what you have to be depressed about. Very, very curious to know what could possibly be bringing you down.

But, yes, I know the feeling of wanting to cry but not being able to all too well. You'd be surprised how many times I've run into that situation.

Re: Splutsplutsplutboom, eh...

[alexmegami]

Hurray.

Sudden lack of sugar? That's why they're called sugar HIGHS and sugar LOWS.

It's not that I feel like crying and can't; it's that I feel like crying and hate crying. Even in front of myself.