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Mar. 27th, 2007 02:58 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alexmegamiHave you been half asleep, and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls to young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I can't shake the feeling that I'm weird in some... not-right way. Like, there's weird, and there's creative, and people think they overlap, and maybe they do, but in the big Venn diagram of things, I'm solidly over in the weird, not the overlap. Possibly even skirting the edges of the damn circle.
I have this horrifying dream-vision where I pitch this idea and people tell me that it's not possible or the people are unbelievable and I stare at them in total disbelief, because FFS, I know all these people. And I was (sort of) in that situation. Maybe not quite as over-the-top. But thisclose. You know?
And... I don't know what I'll do if I get that reaction. Because I'm a little worried that my reaction will be yelling. And that's not only lame, it doesn't solve anything either. But... there it is.
Of course, it's 3:30 AM and I should really go to bed instead of sitting up worrying about this shit. But there you have it.
Also, I really need to learn that depressing music on endless repeat is just a way to make my mood worse.
I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound that calls to young sailors?
The voice might be one and the same
I can't shake the feeling that I'm weird in some... not-right way. Like, there's weird, and there's creative, and people think they overlap, and maybe they do, but in the big Venn diagram of things, I'm solidly over in the weird, not the overlap. Possibly even skirting the edges of the damn circle.
I have this horrifying dream-vision where I pitch this idea and people tell me that it's not possible or the people are unbelievable and I stare at them in total disbelief, because FFS, I know all these people. And I was (sort of) in that situation. Maybe not quite as over-the-top. But thisclose. You know?
And... I don't know what I'll do if I get that reaction. Because I'm a little worried that my reaction will be yelling. And that's not only lame, it doesn't solve anything either. But... there it is.
Of course, it's 3:30 AM and I should really go to bed instead of sitting up worrying about this shit. But there you have it.
Also, I really need to learn that depressing music on endless repeat is just a way to make my mood worse.
