Because I haven't posted in two weeks.

And I don't really have a good excuse for it, either; I was sick for a week, you'd think that at some point I could have dragged my lethargic butt to a computer and said "Hey! Look at me!" but no.

So I will talk about game Saturday. For better accounts (from those involved), you should check out quatch's journal, sasuran's journal... and I won't type it correctly, but snowkitty's journal. (I think there may be a 0 for the o, and I'm too lazy to check...)

They won. I am proud of them, but I am sad, because it leaves me with about two friends in game and a plethora of enemies. I vaguely resent the implication that Lidia is an immoral person for not going ;) She only really knew Faye in terms of Cat, and if she hadn't stayed behind, Justin would have died as well, leaving the Malkavians decimated. (Which also allowed Unger to show some compassion, so that makes up for it, in my mind.)

I should have tried to save Mia. That was a regret. Poor Tory...

And I almost cried, and when being surrounded by like ten people who are legitimately crying... It was intense, for sure.

We'll have to find a way to add Phage, Owen, Joseph, Ming and Korzath to the memorial. And Mia. Duko I'm undecided on.

And now I have to figure out how to raise a child, and deal with the realization that similar motivations do not similar people make...

And I can't wait to try and find Phage's sire. He may still be in torpor, but I'm hoping not. I want him to be at her funeral.

I also kind of want to talk to all of them one last time... or at least Ming and Phage. I don't know if Phil will let me near Ming's ashes, though.

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Beyond that, I have defaulted in my New Years resolution, and feel vaguely unhappy for it. Also, funds are not panning out for a trip to Victoria, so I am sad. I'm trying to keep up in terms of schoolwork, but I'm fighting an uphill battle against ennui.

I wish the Mage game was better. I liked Mallory's concept, and I liked the pseudo-cabbal we had.

I wish we had more Aberrant, too. Or that we were starting Adventure!.

Basically, what it comes down to is that I need more roleplaying in my life and less school. And no, I'm not going to fail, either...