I am going MAAAAAAAAAAAD.

Someone... call me? Please? A girl? Please? (No offense to the guys, but ^^;)

I need to have a girl around, damnit. I may identify more with the guys, but damnit, I need someone to FLIRT with! (Sorry, guys.)

No, seriously. I was trying to describe to Simon how desolate I am lately, and I don't think he really understood. I am lacking humanness. I am becoming... I have *no* idea what I'm becoming. I knew life was going to be bad when Serena and Mei left (and everyone else, but particularly Serena and Mei) because I wouldn't have my bestest friend and my soulmate around - I didn't quite realize, however, that it would be akin to the seventh circle of hell. Goddamnit.

I'd even settle for someone to hug frequently. Girl or guy. Touch deprived, indeed...