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No sense in beating a dead horse.
Sep. 12th, 2001 11:50 pmAngry, scared, depressed. - that's my take on the world.
Now on to my life, since we all know I'm a self-centered egomaniac. ^^;
I get no bus. I've been going to the damn school for four years, no bus problems, and NOW, my OAC year, presumably my MOST IMPORTANT year, they decide to fuck me over. Goddamnit. I am not going to Heart Lake. Unless, of course, Chantal lets me live with her or something ;)
I'm so tired. Every day... I feel so sluggish. It's weird, especially for me. Collapsing at lunch repeatedly was only somewhat of an exaggeration - I actually *was* falling over a couple of times...
And I'm still kicking myself. I'm the only person I know who can sustain an obsession even without something physical to feed the obsession WITH. Dunk has full permission to smack me every time I bring certain things up. So does Simon, I think. Chantal will just roll her eyes at me anyway, I think... Bah to infatuation.
LOL! Ikuhara's page is "2001 - An Ikuni Odyssey". Ikuni reads our yearbook! Mmmmm... Ikuni yearbook. Ikuni through the years. I wonder what Ikuni looked like in the seventies. I wonder if Ikuni ever had... a mullet. Okay, mental images are all wonky now.
Listen to my dream!
I dreamed I saw eleven stars, the sun, the moon, and sky... no wait.
I dreamed that I went to this rollerrink place and there was this guy who was older than me stalking me. My impression was kind of a cross between Marc and Josh ^^;;; stalkerish and a bit weird... but really a very nice guy. And we talked and at one point we hid out in this cubby hole that we *really* shouldn't have been able to hide in... and we talked... and then we saw a spider so we came out and I went home.
I was living with this girl and her mother... I think I was dating/sleeping with the girl, actually ^^;; and they were very nice; just one problem: they had giant roaches on their fridge, back porch door, and counter. And they were LIVE giant roaches. They didn't move. But they were alive. And I was so scared of them I killed them and the mom and the girl got angry at me and I woke up terrified of giant roaches. *shudder*
I STILL haven't found any F/G slash. Chantal and Dunk, point me to some? ^^;;
Now on to my life, since we all know I'm a self-centered egomaniac. ^^;
I get no bus. I've been going to the damn school for four years, no bus problems, and NOW, my OAC year, presumably my MOST IMPORTANT year, they decide to fuck me over. Goddamnit. I am not going to Heart Lake. Unless, of course, Chantal lets me live with her or something ;)
I'm so tired. Every day... I feel so sluggish. It's weird, especially for me. Collapsing at lunch repeatedly was only somewhat of an exaggeration - I actually *was* falling over a couple of times...
And I'm still kicking myself. I'm the only person I know who can sustain an obsession even without something physical to feed the obsession WITH. Dunk has full permission to smack me every time I bring certain things up. So does Simon, I think. Chantal will just roll her eyes at me anyway, I think... Bah to infatuation.
LOL! Ikuhara's page is "2001 - An Ikuni Odyssey". Ikuni reads our yearbook! Mmmmm... Ikuni yearbook. Ikuni through the years. I wonder what Ikuni looked like in the seventies. I wonder if Ikuni ever had... a mullet. Okay, mental images are all wonky now.
Listen to my dream!
I dreamed I saw eleven stars, the sun, the moon, and sky... no wait.
I dreamed that I went to this rollerrink place and there was this guy who was older than me stalking me. My impression was kind of a cross between Marc and Josh ^^;;; stalkerish and a bit weird... but really a very nice guy. And we talked and at one point we hid out in this cubby hole that we *really* shouldn't have been able to hide in... and we talked... and then we saw a spider so we came out and I went home.
I was living with this girl and her mother... I think I was dating/sleeping with the girl, actually ^^;; and they were very nice; just one problem: they had giant roaches on their fridge, back porch door, and counter. And they were LIVE giant roaches. They didn't move. But they were alive. And I was so scared of them I killed them and the mom and the girl got angry at me and I woke up terrified of giant roaches. *shudder*
I STILL haven't found any F/G slash. Chantal and Dunk, point me to some? ^^;;
