Sigh.

I am getting more and more screwed up by the second. :/

For example: I made a deal with Marc on the phone yesterday (wai! Marc called me!)... In exchange for him hanging up (since I hate hanging up on people... I don't know why), I'm going to tell Chantal, within the next week, that I like her. Yes, I'm that stupid. ^_^; The things I will do to not hang up...

But does anyone else think that's weird? That I hate hanging up on people? Not dropping the phone without saying goodbye or anything, I mean... I don't even TALK on the phone! Anyone who knows me, knows if I'm on the computer when I'm talking, it's always "Huh? Can you repeat that? I wasn't paying attention". But... I can't hang up. And I'm really not sure why.

Anyway. *sigh* I am so weird. ^_^; So now I have to figure out how to tell Chantal. *fidgets* But... I'm so damn shy!

There. There's another rant for me. What is wrong with my head? See, I'm strange. People giving me backrubs is fine with me. People putting their hands on my SHOULDERS, however, freaks me out. Or patting my back. Hugging people is fine. Kissing is... ewwy. At best. (Mei remembers my description of my only kiss, I bet ^^;;) It's like I have a few synapses in the tactile part of my brain firing off wrong. It's so _stupid_.

My emotions are all wonky too. I can tell someone "Marry me!" and kiss them on the cheek, but I can't say, with complete seriousness, "I like you". *shakes her head*

Hmm... so today was the last day of show. *sobs* I'm going to miss it ;___; Well, we've still got the one to do for friends and family...

I hate Margaret Atwood. I don't know why, but her writing style is stupid. Annoying. Pointless. Grrr. If I must read a Canadian author, can't I at least read Robertson Davies or Tanya Huff? Sigh.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have one class, then nothing for 5 hours. Nothing. I'm probably going to sit in the drama room, watching Emperor's New Groove. And then... do nothing. Sigh. Until music council, where I'm (pointlessly) running for council chair... No one will nominate me, though. ^_^ I'm too disorganized.

Anyway. That's my life in a nutshell.

Oh yeah. How come I never get any comments? ;_;