AaaaaaaAAAAARGH.

So, I counted, and yup. I'm two courses behind. I'm going to have to graduate with 42 half-credits to get my Major/Minor combination.

SMF 204 and 205, why didst thou screw me!?

So my options right now, as they stand, are:
Take six courses a semester my final semester, leading to glorious semester breakdowns like:

-Psychosexual Organization

-Shakespeare 1 (everything before Julius Caesar)

-Arts Writing

-English Grammar 1 (aka "How to Teach English")

-Rhetoric and Media

-Criminal Profiling

and

-Personality Theory

-Shakespeare 2 (Julius Caesar and beyond)

-Canadian Drama

-Rhetoric and Writing for the Media

-English Grammar 2 (see note above)

-Introduction to Computers (aka "The English Department Figures That English Students Can't Use Word Processors, and So Assigned This Course.")

And... my brain, it explodes.

Or, option #2:
Take two courses as distance education over this summer. My options for these are (maybe) Shakespeare 1 and 2, CS 100, and/or Personality Theory.

CS 100 isn't so bad, and getting rid of one of my Lit courses early on doesn't strike me as a bad idea, but... ugh.

I guess I'll have to talk to my parents about it... maybe I'll just take an extra semester (or even year, and go for an option in something - like maybe SMF since those damn courses screwed me :P).

Blarg.

Also, holy crap it is 5 AM. When did that happen?

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Also also, I am editing my poem and OH MY GOD I CAN'T THINK OF 750 WORDS TO SAY ABOUT EDITING IT. I mean... *weep* I am not a criticist! I don't know what she wants! I don't have the text in front of me! I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M DOING! And Meredith is not here to cling to ;_;

I feel like the professor will want this to be very very different from the original... but damnit, I wrote and revised the original like FOUR FUCKING TIMES. Apart from a few diction choices and the plan to string a religious element through it, I'm happy with it the way it is. *weep*

Speaking of which, Meredith, if you see this: would empty as the pre-dawn mist be cliché?

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Also, I got a 79.5 and a 72.6 on my last two exams, and an 80 on a discussion paper that SHOULD have netted me a 100. Seriously. These marks are not measuring up to the amount of studying I'm putting in.

Also, essay due in 3 weeks, and research essay due the week after that.

MY BRAIN IT IS GOING TO EXPLODE.

That is all.

One last thing:

Gotten via iroha:

The Handwriting Wizard: Handwriting Analysis

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Alessandra has left lots of white space on the right side of the paper and the writing seems to be moving leftward as it creeps down the page. If this is true, then Alessandra has an unhealthy relationship to something in the present and has a fear of moving forward. The right side of the page represents the future and Alessandra seems unwilling to face the fear of getting started living now and planning for the future. Alessandra seems to be clinging to past events, withdrawing, and spending lots of time thinking about what happened or what might happen in the future. It would be best to leave the past behind and move on. Stop crowding that left margin and face her demons.
Alessandra has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
Alessandra is very self-sufficient. She is trying not to need anyone. She is capable of making it on her own. She probably wants and enjoys people, but she doesn't "need" them. She can be a loner.

One way Alessandra punishes herself is self directed sarcasm. She is a very sarcastic person. Often this sarcasm and "sharp tongued" behavior is directed at herself.
( More beyond the cut... )

So... anyone else feel like having their handwriting analyzed?

Can't sleep

Visual: 2
Aural: 3
Read/Write: 9
Kinesthetic: 4

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