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alexmegami) wrote2009-06-29 11:16 pm
alexmegami) wrote2009-06-29 11:16 pm
Free Will Astrology
http://www.freewillastrology.com/horoscopes/virgo.html
Virgo, for the week of June 25, 2009:
There's a better than even chance that you're about to embark on a Summer of Love. To improve your odds even more, meditate on the following questions. 1. What qualities do you look for in a lover that you would benefit from developing more fully in yourself? 2. What do you think are your two biggest delusions about the way love works? 3. Is there anything you can do to make yourself more lovable? 4. Is there anything you can do to be more loving? 5. Are you willing to deal with the fact that any intimate relationship worth pursuing will inevitably evoke the most negative aspects of both partners -- and require both partners to heal their oldest wounds?
Interestingness and passion. Energy (wish I could develop that one). "Class"? Elegance, I think. Better word for it. The ability to dance. Grace. Thinky thoughts. It doesn't; I'm still not convinced that's a delusion though. People work and they do the work and they benefit from the work. See answer to question one. I feel like I'm losing love tickets. I need a machine that gives me back the ones I give, except machines don't give love tickets, people do. I'm not even sure what mine are.
I will tell you a secret. It was going to be my PostSecret, but here it is for you: I want a lover that will pull me apart, find the black gunk inside, play around with it a bit and put it back and piece me back together. I worry that my black gunk isn't. I worry that people are good at the pulling apart but not the putting back together. I know that not many people want to get covered in gunk anyway. It's a messy thing. Besides, you have to know where to find the seams.
And actually, this isn't that cryptic.
Virgo, for the week of June 25, 2009:
There's a better than even chance that you're about to embark on a Summer of Love. To improve your odds even more, meditate on the following questions. 1. What qualities do you look for in a lover that you would benefit from developing more fully in yourself? 2. What do you think are your two biggest delusions about the way love works? 3. Is there anything you can do to make yourself more lovable? 4. Is there anything you can do to be more loving? 5. Are you willing to deal with the fact that any intimate relationship worth pursuing will inevitably evoke the most negative aspects of both partners -- and require both partners to heal their oldest wounds?
Interestingness and passion. Energy (wish I could develop that one). "Class"? Elegance, I think. Better word for it. The ability to dance. Grace. Thinky thoughts. It doesn't; I'm still not convinced that's a delusion though. People work and they do the work and they benefit from the work. See answer to question one. I feel like I'm losing love tickets. I need a machine that gives me back the ones I give, except machines don't give love tickets, people do. I'm not even sure what mine are.
I will tell you a secret. It was going to be my PostSecret, but here it is for you: I want a lover that will pull me apart, find the black gunk inside, play around with it a bit and put it back and piece me back together. I worry that my black gunk isn't. I worry that people are good at the pulling apart but not the putting back together. I know that not many people want to get covered in gunk anyway. It's a messy thing. Besides, you have to know where to find the seams.
And actually, this isn't that cryptic.
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Mask I guess implies to me that the things being hidden are superficial and might in certain circumstances be considered OK. Masking is what I do with my grandmother when I don't talk about religion or politics, or with my parents regarding my sex life. They're things that I don't put out there selectively because it's easier to not deal with the fallout/arguments.
Filtering is what I do with the seriously unacceptable thoughts/feelings/whatever, things that even though I think/feel them, if I look at them too hard they make me uncomfortable. And wanting to expose that to the air so it doesn't fester, I guess.
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I can understand the masking, this is something I do a lot of really and how at times when I'm at odds with myself I'm of the appearance to be a collected individual. We provide a persona that others can rely on, relate to or gloss over and that reduces conflict. Soft and half truths, lies, all in order to reduce conflict or bring happiness.
Filtering is another thing I can relate to. Being in such a mood or having thoughts that cause you to feel fear, revulsion, or sadness once the moment is breached because either you don't know how to be accepted, don't want to be feeling this way, or believe that this state you were in is actually something that you hold as a truth about yourself.
Exposing these things to the air can be a much wanted desire in order to invoke self therapy and resolution so that those creeping, crawling, heated, or tar-like feelings can evaporate either because their call means less now that they've been explored, or because you have decided to throw away some resistance against them.
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Maybe its better that I can't figure things out with regards to this conversation. I'm not sure how I would react if I figured out I was right about something since I seem to be off the mark a lot of the time ;)