Mmmmmmmmostly that. I guess also I don't think that love works in a... permanent everlasting kind of way, either. People just happen to be lucky enough to run out of time before the love timer does. ;P

That one is... I think in general I feel like I'm not getting out of the world what I'm putting into it. Not all the time and not in all situations, but overall I'm feeling like I'm depleting my reserves and spending excessive love energies [not necessarily romantic ones] in places where I'm not getting reciprocal return. And of course I am sure I am doing this to others in turn, because that's just how it goes, but... overall, very draining.